dungeonoftroubles

i realise now that life is so unpredictable. Who’s to say that you are too young to think about what to do before your death? I don’t want to leave this earth with a list of regrets.

I’ve lost a friend from my secondary school. He was my classmate for 2 years. We were not best of friends or anything of that sort but the hours spent in class with his presence has left a deep impression on us all for sure.
For one, he has an interesting laughter. One that is hyena-like and the way his face scrunches up is always so hilarious. He would give me this ‘look’ that is a cross between "what-the-hell-are-you-looking-at?" and "you-irritating-thing". He’d also make this puking sound sometimes to tease me… Gosh I’d give anything just to hear it again, annoying as it is, I really do miss him. He was always the joker of our class, the one who puts "fun" into the meaning of studies. He never failed to make anyone and everyone smile with his easy-going manner and his witty ways. He’s one who was unselfish about everything. I remember he would teach me math homework eventhough we were supposed "enemies". Then there was the time people had rumours about me saying he liked me. It was so wierd and quirky. I never realised how big an impact he left in my life until it’s too late. I remember the time we were sitting in class and he was confirmed in church with the confirmation name Benedict and everyone would tease him with a dirty twist of his name. I asked him about church and stuff as I was shocked to know he was also a catholic. The way he spoke of God and church made me realise that behind this "joker" semblance, he was truly a faithful and honest person, a wonderful follower of Christ.

Those of us who have the fortune of having him in our life, we know tht a part of him will always be with us. As we mourn for the loss of a great friend, we should also bear in mind that he is at peace with our Creator now. He dwells with the Lord in a more wonderful place. Free from all the stress, worry and pains of this earth. He will create many occasions of uproarious laughter in heaven, just like he did on earth.
He will blend in with heaven so beautifully because he was always a true person.
His joy will follow us as we live on with his memories.

Let us all pray that all those who feels the pain of his loss, will also remember that he would want his legacy to be carried on in our lives by rejoicing for his return to Our Father, by continuing to leave on with the smile he left us with.

Thank you Benedict Liu Bo Han for all the wonderful times you’ve shared with us.
We love you and miss you always.

I LOVE SENTOSA!! WHOO~ haha. i went there yesterday, now im freakin
SUNBURNT but what the heck. i wanna get TANNED but i look more like a
crab now =( kinda painful too. LOL. im so whiney. Gotta give thanks to
the Lord for giving us wonderful weather and blessing us with Megan and
Andrew. Those two little kids were awesome(: Megan’s 7 from New Zealand
who models. wee-u-weet. a definite babe by 17. Andrew’s a lil’ naughty
and handsome boy. haha. i guess his adorable eyes make up for the
mischievousness. They played Hide-And-Seek with us! it was uber cool to
have them along. She helped me bully "the guy with the armour plate". haha. Thing is, she said he’s really handsome but handsome guys get beaten often. LOL! The games were fun but that "muah chee" one was uggh! (Thanks to DEAR cussie) haha. Then there’s that running game thing. i lost and had to get BURIED as a forfeit =.="
Silly Terence went to dig the BIGGEST & DEEPEST hole for me.. and got 4 fingers injured (bleeding badly). Natural Retribution? =X LOL. i was so buried that toopid Benjamin STEPPED ON ME! =( haha.but it’s ok. just some small marks left to remember him by. haha. I think i loved the food part of the day most! wahahahaha. joking joking. Gotta thank Terence again for paying $9 for me. LOL and Dennis for the Kickapoo drink ^^ I think i’ve never had SOOOOO much food in a day let alone in a meal! i was a freaking glutton taking so much chicken, potato wedges, tofu, cockerels (which are high in cholestrol), prawns, spring rolls, soup, veggie, curry, some ball thingy and ending with Durian potong ice cream! see.. told u im a glutton =.= imma put on 10kg after this. haha.

oh yes, PEOPLE, SEPTEMBER 1st is AROUND THE CORNER!
BEACH GEAR ready? whoo~ we wanna rock this party yea?

Tickets going at $20 pre-sale but im selling MUCH MUCH lower ^^
So please contact me yea?
8108 0766 / 8188 6846

well, i can’t believe i’m using this toopid blogging thing when i’ve got <a href="http://emptiedme.blogspot.com">my own blog</a> =.=

kays, here’s a big I LOVE YOU to these people (in random order)
Mummy
Yan
Jerome
Retard
Giovanna
Dennis Cheok(y)  *giggles*
Pamela (u crazy girl who punched me. =P)
Terence (Chan)
Everyone from CHC N311 & N 253
Xiaoboyboy (u know who u are *winks*)
steffy (my daughter ^^)
Eric (Baoface) lol.

Well, that’s about it?
erm.. wanna announce that i’m no longer working as a benq-siemens promoter so i hope everyone who knew me as one would stop calling me a benq/siemens promoter or whatever relevant ways to address me. lol. my name is JOANNE. as in "JO" - "N". stop calling me anything else (except maybe kryztilia or kryz). haha. well, end of my nonsense. nights all.

ohmygut! first time using friendster blog after donkey yrs.. haha.. well, kinda excited over the fact that i get to enter this comp..i know some ppl think it’s <s>lame</s> but i like it! haha.my fate depends on all friendster ppl who vote here. it’ll be so cool to win! first time winning.. anyways, just wanna say a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dear eedeeot retard- Ashley Ignatius Yeo Yi Wen lovelovelovelovelovelovelove him to bits! (: the BESTEST best friend ever! haha. okay back to lesson. uggh.. java.. *snoozes off*